finally i got the time..

hey blog..so long didnt jot down anything here..im here in kk..but going back to labuan tomoro..owh man..lmc is so stressing me out..hopefully i can survive theree..i got so many things to type out here..but i dont really have the time..so, till next time..i miss kk..~

its tomoro...~

hey blog, its almost time to leave kk..its tomoro.. so i'll be less online.. hehe.. so, make sure u miss me k.. farewell blog, but i'll be back very2 soon..as im goin to take my driving test soon..wait me..haha.. bye bye..oh, here are some pics that taken when goin out wif frensss... check it out..~miss my friends a lot...huh!!

its already MAY

oh my god..its already may 3rd..i didnt realise it until i see my mobile phone's date..the month of Mary is here..plus, so many special occasions during may..i mean, goin to labuan, mothers' day, my mom's birthday, teachers day (is it?) and what else?..oh ya..pesta kaamatan..hahaha..so happy month of May to me..n to u too, blog..haha............

i survived..

hey...so happy that just now i started to drive already..haha..from home to papar, then come back home again safely...im so relieved now as i can already control and balance the clutch and 'minyak' pedals..haha.. my tutor said i was very serious when driving, thats good but i stressed myself lots of the time..my body suddenly become like robotic..haha..move like robot.. huh! but important is I SURVIVED! haha..although the car suddenly 'mati' almost 4 times..but then thank God it didnt stop in the middle of the road..i think the worst part is when need to do U-turn.. since all the cars move so fast.. so, next week will start to learn parking. maybe? im not sure, since my tutor wanna finish it early before i 'migrate' to labuan..hehe.. so, better luck next time i guess.. till then.. God bless..~

God said...

Luke 11:11-13 ( " Which of you fathers, if yours son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or of he asks for a egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though u are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in Heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!")

totally meaningful..i mean God's love is for eternity..even my earthly father always give the best to me..how much more will my heavenly father...I've been always forgetting about giving thanks to God..all i do is ask why why and why..only when i get into rough situation..i even thought about giving up in Him as he seldom answered my prayer..but the truth is God always hears me..but not all my prayers will he fullfilled..why? because only him got the answer..maybe "its not the right time yet", or "you're not ready for it", or "there's better one for you" or even " i dont think its good for you". i have been too selfish these days..asking God for many things thats to only fullfilled my desire and temptations..but God knows the best..he gives me what he knows the best for me..Thinking about how God do not answered our prayer is only lies from the devils..no worries though, as we know..our God is powerful n mighty...just believe in him, have faith in him..be his witnesses..eventhough sometimes i got stuck in difficult situation, i finally realised that giving thanks n praising him is the best things to do in life..Praise God..


Praise God for all the daily food and drinks!
Praise God for blessing me n my family everyday!
Praise God for giving me so many ppl to care n love, as they too love and care about me!
Thank God for everything..

huh!

again another boring, i mean very boring day passed..do nothing much today..just early in the morning wake up just to watch live wwe backlash..thanks to mom cos she's the one that called me to wake up..if not, maybe i'll be still under my blanket n snores..haha..it started at 8am..n lasted for 3 hrs..so about 11am finished..huh..very nice to watch..eventhough some ppl say it is quite violent for any gals to watch that..but that's totally not true..u noe, even some playboy magazine's diva too fight there..so for guys that love to watch sexy ladies...wwe is the right choice for u guys to watch..hahaha..nah~~ just kidding..anyway, after watch i went out to have lunch with mom at 919..since my elder sis not yet come home from ranau..so my mom take me with her.. its good since i always stay at home..not too good for my health also..after ate, i followed my mom to dad's workshop..actually i dont really like to go there..since there got many dust..plus, once careless, the shirt sure kena dirty things..haha..but then pity my mom, she will be very boring at there alone..plus, 11 may is very soon, so just wanna enjoy some mother-daughter time while im here..i mean, we dont know whats gonna happen in future right..?hehe.. almost 3.30pm my sis came back, she picked me from workshop and direct went home..as usual, after reached home..i need to cook and all that..today i keep myself busy since nobody will sms me..as i had a fight with him again last night..haizz~......sometimes i just dont understand what guys are thinking about..huh!! so now really nothing to do..so bored..wanna sleep but cant sleep..haizz..

sorry blog

hehe..sorry cos i didnt update any news about me..so busy until so lazy to online...actually i very busy watch my korean drama series 18 vs 29..wanting to finish it before leaving kk..huh..!so much to do..so little time..but dont worry.i will spend more time on blog when im in labuan..just to share wats going on with my precious life..hehe..hey, i wanna go out for awhile.so, later~

bored

huh..these days at home are totally bored..dunno what to do at home..but its good too..at least my money can be saved..so lazy wanna write blog lar..cos dunno what to say..ahaha..hmm..just that im going to take my lay test on monday..cos last saturday didnt get the chance to take it...so monday will be ok..cant wait 16/4..

wish me the best of luck!

huh! tomoro im goin to take the law test at Donggongon..so nervous but yet excited..cant wait to faster finish it..hehe..hey, 6 more days to 16/4..cant wait to get the result..and the same time feel sad cos Mr. Moses is leaving on the same date..huhu..hey, gtg now..till then

blog?

i've been wondering for so long.. why am i wasting so much time here just to write blog? i mean ppl out there busy writing blog maybe just to let their friends to read it, or maybe they just wanna share what they are thinking about..i guess i know my reason..as i have not many friends that will check out whats written in my blog..haha..so i just note down what happened in my daily life..since i got nobody to share it with..hehe..its nice to just let it all out here..since nobody knows n cares..hehe..hmm...why am i being so emotional these days? i keep myself busy by going out with my friends..what happened to me? i mean, what makes me cant stop thinking about something?? or someone??? i just don't like what it feels..i tried so hard to avoid thinking bout it, but im just not strong enough...i need strength, i need courage, i need a shoulder to cry on, i need someone to hear me.. finally i know, i need Him.. i just hope He will hear me n answer me..as im totally lost because of that person..omg..but then, i realised that its not worth to think much bout that person.. as i know God has already prepared whats best for me... theres only once in a lifetime..that means no second chance..therefore, God's choice is the best for me.. hehe..i feel totally relieved since i got so many ppl to be appreciated than that person..ppl that cares me no matter what happen..ppl that love me for who i am.. so, let time heals everything.. so when the time has come..i know its His will.. n i will rejoice, praising His name, for giving me such a great life partner..

Yen + Citymall = GREAT DAY

Haha..as i promised u, i now upload pics that i've taken when goin out with my bestie, Mei Yen..1st of all..while waiting for her, i ordered a Cheezy Wedges n fries at KFC just to isi my FULL STOMACH( i ate chicken rice b4 i came)..haha..fortunately, i saw Jasper n Ronnie..we had a talk..then Klein n his friend came to join us..they wanna go centre watch movie..but we refused..so they just leave us there n drove to centre themselves...so left me n Yen there at citymall..we went to Mei Xin there to have red bean soup with rice balls..wow, make us so full..but we didnt get the chance to take pics there cos all the customers there watching at us..haha..then,we're at Yogur Berry when we syok sendiri take pics..haha..so nice to have ice cream there..totally sweet n refreshing after we've been so tired jalan2..hehe..our pictures showed it all..we're so happy..haha.. i think im gonna ask Mr. Terence to have ice cream here some other time..cos the ice cream there was as sweet as him..haha..after that we moved to our next station..the San Francisco Coffee..guess wat?so funny..we ordered a piece of walnut cookies just to have a seat there..haha..we wanna take lots of pics actually, but the view there not so nice..but we did took some..so funny isn't it? but we did have a enjoyable moment there..after we finish our cookie, we move to big apple- to buy donutss...omg..i ate loadsss of food yesterday..haha..~actually almost of them are my pics..cos nobody can help us to take pic la..so its either i help yen..or she help me to take pic..haha..funny..having so much fun eventhough only at citymall..hehe..so happy..huh! i eat a lot lar..sure will become fatter de..tat terence scold me again for eating so much..haha..u noe wat, yest nite i ate coco crunch again..!omg..haha..i cant say much anymore..cos i really eat lots of food..haha..so, thats all for now..im hungry again...haha..FOOODDDDD~~~

hungry cat..

huh! im so hungry now after having bath..but lazy wanna cook..so maybe later will just eat some bread or biscuits to fill up my empty stomach..owh, i just cant wait to go out later with Mei Yen..haha..so cant wait..! hey, i got a big quarrel with Mr. Terence yesterday..felt guilty but yet relieved after i tell him the truth that i actually felt boring to answer all his msges..huh! Thank God for giving me the courage to tell him the truth..heee..now im free forever from him..see, i finally solve a problem! YEAH ME!..haha..so hungry now..cant tahan anymore..i wanna go eat 1st..byeee

another ordinary day...

guess what?..Lol..i went to centre point..AGAIN this morning..i dunno y we went there..maybe its because of me who yesterday didnt get the chance to see the animal-abused campaign which held in Palm Square..so as what i remembered, last night i did ask mom to go there..just to check out if i missed any fun part of that campaign..since im kinda animal-lover..haha..hey, no kidding here..totally insane when i see especially cute animalss..i mean, i prefer to see a cute little doggie than to see a cute handsome guy..u get what i mean?ahakz..cause i no need to pretend to be sweet or control in front of animals...they just love u for wat u are..not what u look like, or what u wear..hehe..anyway, i found nothing much fun there..just o many articles saying about animal being abused n threaten..omg..really really feel sad for those animals..animals too have feelings u know..so pity at them when saw those pictures of dead dogs being abused by irresponsible owner..sigh..actually today i plan to buy a new hand bag..however, i didnt see any that i like..so, didnt buy anything today..just window shopping la..haha..just like yesterday, CP is so crowded..make me so hard to breathe as there are so many ppl here n there..huh!..almost 2pm everybody got so tired n bored..so its time to go home..hehe..before home..we went to lido there bought some fish n chickennssss..haha..no veges today since my dad gonna bring some from ranau..since he's going home today from there..(after visiting my sick grandpa)..so actually today nothing special happened..haha..actually got, just dun wanna post it here..hehe..tomoro going out with mei yen..so cant wait..huh!..so many things to chat with her..n to u too, blog..ahakz..so..c u tomoro with new pics..haha..nite nite

Girls Day Out

Today having a great time with all my beloved friends..but still got lots of pic to be uploaded, but all those pics are in mei yen's camera..haha..will post it if i got those pictures from her already..guess where are us? we're in san francisco coffee at warisan..hehe..hey, something happened tat time, guess who i met working there?? its Ivan..haha..hey, so unlucky u know.. Mei Yen( tat green shirt) and i ordered iced cappucino..oh my God, it was super duper BITTER!!!..i just couldn't finish it until daphnee came to mix some of her chocolate drink with mine, since she said her drink was sweet..so, after the process of mixing up capuccino n chocolate, so it becomes Cappulate..hahaha..si funny, but it taste better..i mean much much better..hehe..so happy to go out with them..after so long we didnt see each other..FINALLY..haha..Thank God anyway..plus, thanks to mei yen for spending us eat donuts..totally happy today..hehe..hey, i met moses' sis today, she's with her kl friend..hehe..sempat say hi to her..i mean a big 'HI'..hehe..after go kai kai i went back to dad's workshop, since nobody is at home that time..after that, follow sis home n take a bath..directly went to church..hehe..dunno y today so so super duper happy..haha..hope everyday also as happy as today lar..hehe..so, until now..to be continued..hehe..nite nite blog

hot day..

hmm..sorry last night didnt get the chance to post any blog..so tired after sew..direct go to bed n sleep..hmmph..about those questions that i mentioned yesterday? i still found no answer..haha.. so funny but yet confusing.. wat am i searching in my life? money? love? life partner? friends? or what? haha.. huh~ leave it 1st.. just came back from citymall..having kfc there just now with Mr. Moses..he did all the talking while im just listening n answer all his qs..haha..nice, no need for me to think what to say..haha..good job moses..hehe...he's leaving so soon to kl, so spend him go eat kfc..hehe.. finally i got the chance to meet his sister..sweet n cute, just like her brother..haha..(p/s : just wanna make moses proud of tat compliment)..haha.. after tat her sis spent all of us ice-creams..hey, forgot something..at tat time, got his sis's friend too..forgot her name but looks cute also..as i know from wat moses said, she's from kl, who comes here to undergo NS program..pity her to come so far for tat NS...Thank God tat i didnt kena pilih to go..hehe..so, now im at home..chatting n at the same time telling u what i did just now..hmm..so, continue next time..i dun wan say tonite lar cos scared maybe i sleep early again..so, bb for now..~

almost done

I know it may be not so nice..but at least i tried to finish it..haha..so hey, what do u think?

Oprah taught me something unusual

hey, after watching today's Oprah Winfrey's show, which talks about the author of the book called Eat, Pray, Love, Mrs. Elizabeth Gilbert, i finally realised there are so many wonderful things in the world. Have u ever wondering how to really make urself calm n happy without doing any actions? Here are some tips, just sit down, cross ur legs, sit up straight, close ur eyes, just smile n smile until u can feel even ur liver n stomach also are smiling..haha..it sounds funny but really works out u know..haha.. plus, until today after watch tat oprah series,now then i start asking myself..wat i really really really want in my life? usually i'll just ask wat i really want, but today i multiple the REALLY.. so hard to say what i really really really want in life..i mean so many things to be done while im still alive, but what really makes me happy anyway? i mean, everyone says they wanna be happy, but can anybody define what actually is happiness?...hmmphh..to be continued tonight..haha..im so tired of thinking bout those questionss..so, c u later..~

Totally Meaningful..~

Hey there..here are some beautiful + totally meaningful phrases..wanna share it u..~hee.. lets check it out..

• 1. A beautiful world can be seen through a happy HEART.
• 2. Nobody is perfect but everyone is special.
• 3. Some little things may change the world, thats if u'd look it closer enough.
• 4. Don't tell people that u're beautiful. Let them tell u.
• 5. Body is not the weapon, but KNOWLEDGE + HEARTS. (esp to gals)
• 6. The best way to make dreams come true is to wake up n get things done.
• 7. It is not about how good u are, but how good u wanna be.
• 8. To be happy is easier than staying happy, learn to be grateful..its a bonus.
• 9. If u wanna be credited by someone, first thing u need to learn is to respect.
• 10. A great pleasure in life is doing what people say u cannot do.
• 11. If u wish to reach the highest, do begin from the lowest
• 12. The best way to escape from a problem is to solve it, and u will be free forever.
• 13. Impossible is a word that found in dictionary, but try least to imply it.
• 14. Every problem is an oppurtunity disguised, to know exactly how strong u are.
• 15.To be special is not to be like one, but stay like one cause u are already special.
• 16. The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree, but hold hands and hold hearts.
• 17. The failure of the past prepare the triumph of the future.

~~** Life is full with ups n downs. Begin from the lowest, carry a happy n joyful heart to slowly aim for the best. We should all remember that God has granted man n woman, boys n gal with their own speciality, use it wisely and not clone it. Beautiful is not about make ups or what u wear, its all about ur personality n how we behave. So, we shall not look into the mirror n say " I am beautiful", but humbly let people know us n tell us that "You are beautiful ". Dreams Dreams Dreams...can only become true when we put effort on it. Nothing is impossible! God would not give us so many trials if he now we couldn't do that. That is the best way to know how strong u are. Stop complaining about how hard is it, or how weak are us..That will pull us back to the lowest..However, all that will be totally done n complete when u have faith in Him, the King of kings, The Master of all. Believe him n adore him. By that time, eventhough u are as small as ant in the world, u will shine like stars. He is the light of the world, who is humble and never complaint.He never know the meaning of impossible n give up.Follow him n we shall be a beautiful and better person. He is Jesus Christ. **~~

sweet sweet sweet ARPIL FOOL

hey blog..its me again..hee..continue from wat i've written down this morning...hmm..today i didnt go anywhere..just stay at home trying so hard to finish my sewing stuff..but, cant finish it since i dont feel so well today..have bad running nose n guess wat, i now start coughing..OMG..hope tomorrow will be a better day than today..haha..wondering why the title is sweet sweet sweet??hehe..guess wat, today siong or Mr. Terence finally sms me..haha...i mean he finally dont feel angry n hate me anymore..Thank God..hehee...pluss, the sweetest thing that happened to me today is that he bao liang cha for me n send it to my hse..i was like,owh man..thats so sweet..almost make my heart melttttt..~huh!..but ok larr..very nice lar..hehe...u wanna noe more..?haha..very 38 lar tis blog..everything want to know..but its ok..will tell u..he did write a letter to me..haha..so cute n funny..!..but the content cant tell u lor..its private n secret leh..haha..oh,forgot something..he bought for me pau ayam..haha..so funny but really make me full after eat those pau..hehe..thanks to siong lor..such a nice friend..won't forget u de..~hmm..after that, i do nothing lor..just try so hard to finish the liang cha n pau..hehe..then continue to sew again n again..just now went to cimb bank to bank in some money with mom n sis..nice to go out at night time..eventhough i just stayed in the car..~hehe...then after that go home lorr..haizz..thats all for my report today..cos now wanna go sleep..very tired n sleepy..good night blog..see u again tomoro..~

APRIL FOOL!

hi blog..again its me..TODAY IS APRIL FOOL DAY!!!hehe..huh!is it too early for me to write blog?nahh..~i guess its ok rite..while waiting 4 both my sis preparing themselves, let me just note down wat i've done just now..i woke up at 7 something i guess..its mama who becomes the alarm clock..she go knocked on the door so hardly lar this morning..but good thing also lar..since i want to wake up early just to say hi to u blog..hehe..later im goin to pheonix to have my breakfast? any suggestion on wat food should i eat??hmm...hey, bad news here..i still got running nose since yesterday! haiz.. what happen to me..i mean y suddenly got this really2 bad flu??..anyway, its ok cos im going no where today..stay at home watch tv is always better than go out rite...can save money n energy!..heee..i think thats all for now 1st..continue tonight..~ bye bye blog..

wat an awful day

hey blog..i've been so lazy to write blog..haha..but for heaven's sake..i just note down wat i've done this past few days..actually im so free..free until im so like dead in home..hey,guess wat?i finally went to hear the talk (u know,u need to hear it before take driving license)..owh man..its in papar..so far just to hear the talk..plus,unfortunately,that book that has been given to me not enough pages...how come?i mean, if u want us to pass the exam,how come supply such books for us?oh noo..really pissed me off..i went to the counter and ask for change of the book..how dare the clerk said.."PERGI COMPLAIN SANA JPJ"..hish..but anyway,just forget about that..im so tired n exhausted as i reached home..well..thats about yesterday..~

so,today nothing special happened...poor me have running nose..make me wanna sleep whole day..but hey, i watched wrestlemania..live in orlando!but i can only watch it through tv..ahakz! if u guys dunno wats that..its WWE..wow,my favourite!haha...yes, i know not many gals like to watch that.. but really..really nice to watch u know..maybe u all should try to watch someday..so many strong ppl there..plus, im a big fan of John Cena..owh man, how i wish there's a guy like him here in Malaysia..haha..okie..stop all these nonsense..i know nobody would like to know that..hehe..almost finish with my sewing stuff..cant wait to finish it...hey..my handphone really2 silent lar today...except some msges from moses n ah chen..where's the other of my friends???really miss u all..haizz..im waiting for their call or text msg..but wat i get is dust!..what happen lar to nowadays ppl..so fast forget about their friends..make me so bored at homee...but its ok..i know everyone is busy with their own stuff n life..May God bless all my friends in everything they do, n deliver them from evil, AMEN..huh!cant wait till may!hoping so desperately that labuan matriculation will accept me as their student..heee..~thats all for now first..i still got so many things to tell u..but so little time..so much to do..till next time..dadaaaa~

finally...

hey blog..sorry cos didnt write down anything lately..so many things happened..make me feel so tired,angry,sad,hurt n guilty..haiz..but things already past..anyway,2day is a better day compared 2 last few days..nothing much 2 say here..just wanna say hi blog,im fine..hehe..2day actually wan go swim..but its raining,so missed the chance..haha..maybe God knows tat i dunno how 2 swim..so its just a waste of time go to the swimming pool n waste time n energy there..so,make us all need to just stay at home..so bored but fortunately im at my aunt's hse..so i waste my time on reading magazines..good thing lar i got some perfect tips on how handling with curly hair..as u noe..my hair is curly rite..hehe..then later go eat at pheonix lor..then go home..haiz..everyday like tis sure can die bcos os boring-ness..haha..ok la..continue next time lorr..nite nite

oopss..

hi blog..sorry yesterday didnt write anything..so busy arguing wif frens bout today's plan..so,didnt get the chance to drop some words..its ok.hehe..well,let see..yesterday i went to centre AGAIN..wow..mom wanna go maybank at the basement floor to bank in some money..hehe..after eat n jalan2 4 awhile..everybody seems so tired n lazy wanna continue go around..so after all agree..dad drove us home..b4 tat..we go lido bought some fish n veges to cook for dinner..haha..funny thing is when pass by lido's kfc..suddenly thought about the incident of FLIES..haha..anyway..after tat go home la n start cleaning the hse n everything..its so tiring lar..huh~..later at night my frens call me n ask bout today's plan..owh man..everything really pissed me off...promise is a big word lar..dont simply make promises when u're not sure whether u can do it or not..haiz..really pissed me off..so angry la..but..its ok,i wont take it so seriously
that i need to keep it in my heart..so..4get about it..haha..last night sms chen wished him happy birthday but no reply..how come la..ppl wish u H/B but u dun reply?owh man..tat's really hurt..haha..but..nvm la since i knew ah chen,he sometimes just dun like to sms..hehe..very funny..ah chen no reply..but ah siong did reply as im the 1st n last person to wish him..I GUESS?haha..just hope they will be blessed by God in everything they do..hehe..so..until here 1st..continue tonight..bye blog..c u tonite

bored

today was such a boring day..tis morning went out wif my siblings n cousin..went to centre point la go jalan2..haha..guess what?i went to kbox at 3rd floor there want go sing..but sadly no cai hong song la over there..so change my mind n find other song..haha..so,finally i sang tong hua lo..ok also la..but still shy2 le cos all of them watching me sing alone..but who cares anyway..if not try it today,then want to wait till when then want sing?no time liao lo..so enjoy 1st before its too late..hehe..then after that we go warisan's big apple eat donuts..AGAIN...i messed up myself as i eat the iceberg donut..wow..its totally sweet but nice..i ate 1 only but tats not enough lo actually..haha..but fortunately i can force myself to control my desire to eat cos purse getting thinner..haha..time passed so fast..at 5 then direct go church since today is palm sunday..wow,2day dunno y i sang so loud la at church..like full of energy la..haha..so joyful..wanna know y?cos holy spirit filled in me..hehe..haizz..second day still dunno wat to say la..told ya..my life is so simple..tats y nothing much to say..hmm..i think tats all 4 today..hehe..lastly..i miss him~hehe

First day blogging

haha...its my first time blogging..thanks 2 siaunee lo..actually dunno wat to say la..cos still shy2 de ma if first time..ahaha..2day liang cai moses go spend me n siaunee eat kfc lo..very funny de kfc..no this no that..haha..4 those who read this..dun go eat at lido de kfc wor..its a warning 4 u guys..hehe..plus..how come the table we chose got lalat le..apa macam la..haha..very funny de ba..i know its like nothing funny when read dis..hehe...after eat they say wan go sing K wuar..so after all agree we make our way to KBOX..there's confession here..ITS MY FIRST TIME GOING TO KBOX!!wow..actually i dun like to sing de..but no harm follow them go ma..hehe..just wanna go see n tryout myself sitting in the room watching fake 'artists' (Moses n Siaunee) sang to death..haha..cant believe my eyes watching moses sing so hard la..haha..but really make me felt bored also la..since im not de kind who likes to sing in front of ppl..hehe..hope they dont mind wat i've done to them..very sorry wor..ehehe..aiya..still got lots 2 type de but mama want sleep le..so wait till tomoro lar..maybe got surprise kan..haha..so..goodnite lo